Delta

I used to think that I was the good one and you're the fucking pig  that got fucked up on all of this. I used to think that I was perfect, that I had given you everything you needed. I used to think that way, but I was wrong. Sorry for don't understand you. I'm sorry for not respecting your limitations and pushing you there. I'm sorry for don't understand that you're different than me. Sorry for don't understand that was difficult for you too.

6

Like a prey chasing the hunter 

I don't even feel the danger 

you're going to do more damage?

gamma

It would be easier if every inch of my body didn't belong to you.

Beta

And in the days where I miss you too much. The days when I think I can smell you on the clothes that I still have from you, when I fantasize about appearing in the pictures that I don't want to throw away, in the days when I would love to hear you laugh. In those days, I sneak into the places that belong to us. I go to that bench where you almost kissed me for the first time, the park where I would have liked to have stayed with you for five more minutes, the store where I realized I love you or the fountain where you began to dance to just because you were happy. So I go to those places hoping to find you there. Then, when I don't, I close my eyes and I whisper your name, because maybe you will hear me. 

5

And already without strength, I will use my last breath to stare at the sky and let love break free through screams. 

Poema 19

Two, two more days, 
to forgive and forget. 
Two days more to understand, 
and then, regain. 

Two, two more days
to be patient and accept. 
Two days more to be brave 
and then, face fate. 

Two, two more days 
to strive to empathize. 
Two days to reverse the fall
and then get up. 

Two, two more days
to wear out all the love.
Two days more to overcome
and then leave you alone. 

Two, two more days 
to be wise and clarify
Two days more to see things as they are
and then, try to act. 

Two, two more days 
to regret the mistakes.
Two days more to set things straight 
and then, learn how to change. 

4

And it turns out, that after all this odyssey, there's only one mystery that I need to solve... 
Me.